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Wednesday, October 11, 2017

SAY SOMETHING....

Hi bloggy, I am in bad condition right now. 
like my world suddenly stops
how to lose a girl in a snap? 

 BE UNFAIR
DON'T GIVE A DAMN BOUT HOW SHE FEELS
BE SELFISH

 there are so many ways on how you can lose a girl in a snap.
but to sum it all up.. JUST BE AN ASSHOLE
and to her thats what I am..
remember Marichelle? remember ung girl na maha ko ngayon? 
she's slipping off my hands. this time, it was my fault.
she gave me her best and I showed her the worst kind of partner..

 honestly I am out of cards, I am out of things to say. I just want to cry. Food doesn't appeal to me anymore. keeping myself awake feels easier now. why? my world reverse back into the time where sadness dwells upon me. I think mawawala sa akin yung nagiisang taong talagang mahal ako higit pa sa sarili nya. and I am so stupid..

 bloggy, I don't want to lose her. I cannot afford myself to see her with someone else. But what can I do? I think I am incapable of loving someone like her. feeling ko I don't deserve her love. Yung pure love na sya lang makakapag offer.
I know deep inside me wants that love. yung pagmamahal nyang wagas, pero pinapabayaan ko sya.. Tanga...
NAPAKA TANGA MO. SABI MO IINGATAN MO SYA. SABI MO DI KA TULAD NG IBA.. pero bakit ngayon binibitawan mo sya? 


I am out of words to say,but since this song can describe what I am going thru right now..
to the lady who I always want to spend my life with. I know you cannot read this (maybe.. stalker ka eh) para sayo to





🎵🎵Say something, I'm giving up on you ðŸŽµðŸŽµ - (I'm giving up because I am tired of seeing you get hurt by me? DUWAG? call me what ever. I should do better? instead of me letting go right? I know..alam ko na din naman sasabihin mo. nakakatakot lang)
🎵🎵It was over my head, I know nothing at all ðŸŽµðŸŽµ- ( iniisip ko pa din kung anong tamang gawin. sa kabila ng lahat ng sakit iniisip ko pa din na baka pwede pa. baka kaya pa. na mahal pa talaga natin isat isa pero wala, nauubusan na ko hindi ko na alam kung ano nga ba)
🎵🎵I'm still learning to love, Just starting to crawl ðŸŽµðŸŽµ- ( I was out of a bad relationship. just like you knew. I am still adjusting to the situation. mahal kita sobra, nung tinanggap kita I was in the moment na nageenjoy pa ko sa pagiging single. but I saw you right there and then I knew for myself you are the one na magmamahal sa akin. na deserving ng pagmamahal na kaya ko. umaangat pa ko pabalik pero sinukuan mo na ako. :( pero naiintindihan ko pagod ka na sa ganito. )
🎵🎵Anywhere, I would've followed you ðŸŽµðŸŽµ- ( kahit na magmukha akong tanga sundan ka.. gagawin ko wag ka lang mawala)
🎵🎵Say something, I'm giving up on you ðŸŽµðŸŽµ ( talk to me, I need you to tell me na kaya natin to.. Bibigay na ako dahil sa sobrang sakit na naccause ko sayo)

🎵🎵And I will swallow my pride. You're the one that I love. And I'm saying goodbye ðŸŽµðŸŽµ( THIS FUCKING LINE MAKE ME WANNA CRY!.. Mahal na mahal kita Miel, ang sakit tingnan ka sa mga mata at sabihin hanggang dito na nga lang ba. na pagod ka na pahinga na. tama na Tangina! ang sakit sakit mawala ka Miel.. SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! :( wala ng effect pero gusto ko magsorry sayo mahal ko sa mga kasalanan at pananakit. na nagawa ko.. sorry)

🎵🎵Say something, I'm giving up on you ðŸŽµðŸŽµ( PLEASE WAG MO KO SUKUAN, SABIHIN MONG DI TAYO MATATAPOS DITO DAHIL DI KO KAYANG MAWALA KA SA BUHAY KO) 
Di ko kaya Miel. kahit na pagtulanakan ko na ako palayo sayo the thoughs of me losing you can affect my whole life. so please STAY :( 




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