last last friday....!!( jan 16, 2009)..
was a happy yet, kilig moments of my life...

again nag spin the bottle kami...
may bagong game, pasahan ng ice.... hehehe....

i dont want to say the rules, you might think its disgusting, but its fun...hell yeah, and super kilig....

love it....

but then bug bog nanaman ako kay pot...(as usual)...

then jealousy, came upon me....
basta, its also confidential...only those people whos in there know what is it.....!!!

i would like to thank them....Jessah, Pot, trish, dwight, yen, faith, leland, yen, and myca...

thank you...im so happy...again, kilig....!!!hehehhe...love you all....!!(wow, pang guineas world book of record)...ahehehehe.....!!! first time ko mag I LOVE YOU...ahehehe....

this are the kilig lines i remembered....

"kiss"
"i dont want to take you for advantage"

...then...

a kiss happend...
but still i like the first one...!!(amba)

"Kinuha lang kita jan sumakay ka na lang, nagseselos na yung isa"
"ok"

then hug...

and so on and so fort....aheheheh

....dont give this a meaning if you know who you are....

then she fin'lly knew it....the most confidential secret has been told and realized by her( peach)..

i was shy at that moment, i thought im gonna vomit, i thought im gonna be stuck at my position, i cant move....i was so embarrass, even though theres nothing to be embarrassed about it.....

i know its wrong, but what can i do..?? love..??? love is hard to stop,when it starts to pursue.....!!!

why...why does she have to know my secret... i was hiding it all the time, even though it hurts a lot...!!

i have to face and accept the consequences of being away from her...!!! love me, like me, or hate me...still I want to be me....!!!

I think you underestimated my personalities...
but i know im also wrong....!!!! loving someone, is not my thing...

i dont know love, i never felt love, I was born to protect not to love.....!!!!

Big headache....

I'm trying to let go of the past
and live in the present
and focus on today
but every time
you stepped in my mind
i just cant resist to think of you
i know i cant be perfect
i know i cant be the one you want
trust me if i say this
i like you, and i cant live without you
i just cant
you know I'm weak if it comes to you
i cant pretend you don't exist
its hard for me to adjust in that situation
love me for what I'm supposed to be
love me for being me
don't judge my personalities
in the outside
try looking forward to my inside
and then you'll realize
I'm better, i wont hurt you
so give me a chance...