TIRING......URGGGGG........

today was really tiring....peach is out of sight, all i can see is those people who i dont wanna see....

tiring yet happy

proud yet over whelmed

field demo was a total wreck, but its not that hard to focus cause peach isn't around so im not shy to dance.....

proud and over whelmed cause i recieve a gold medal for the story writing contest the MONSIUER VINCENT....

you know what I didn't expect that award, when I'm in the AVR being with Peach is the award I actually dream....I dont need any award, she is the most precious award I mught recieve(in my dreams)....

then i treat my friend...Jessah and White and hazel...

jessah told me...

"bakit ba laging may White na kasama?"
"bakit best friend mo naman sya ah"
"kahit na noh"
"edi tawagin mo na lang si peach, o si cold o si cake"
"di ko sila kailangan"
"pwes ako kailangan ko sila"

and thats our texting conversation....

then the awarding...

I didnt really expect of any awards...
i was behind the stage at that time, my classmate wycoco said

"Say may award ka...."

hes not really sure of what kind of award was that...

"Ano?"

"Oo nga nakita ko name mo dun ewan ko lang kung ano speech choir..??" he answered puzzled

i was confused....i didnt join any speech choir, i know im not the director of the speech choir cause im the director of the interpretative reading....

then Edwin came...

"say wag kang aalis jan ha"

i didnt know why, i was drinking when the teachers on stahe caled me...

" for the high school level...2nd place Lindsay Pauline C. Queri..."

i was shocked i kinda choke,i dont want to go to the stage, im so shy but I have to....

the teacher put the medal around my neck and give me a hand shake.... and thats all...